because i was born in the age of miracles, earth, wind, fire, war, temptations, and wonder doesn’t mean i don’t know hip hop grandmaster flash and the furious five played on my radio after james brown took me to the bridge i was alive when the j5 died and michael was born when a prince bridged the funkadelic gap with a new kind of freaky and hip hop morphed from breakdancing to krump lyrics to rhymes sampling to beats bombing trains to walls cassettes to discs youth wear to rocawear fad to culture fringe to suburbs edgy to mainstream
run-d.m.c. played “it’s like that” and as hip hop was named and grew and went thru the t-phase of ice, the ice age of cubes, back to the t-stage of pain, i continued to channel mtv, bet, vh1, and tv1
i’ve watched grand slam, ego trip, scratch, xxl, the source, and vibe mags ride high times, die, thrive, re-invent online words like shawty define a girl swagg a style and dope mean good as language and symbols became entwined writers like dondi and rammellzee tagged trains and graffiti became the name white commentators on mainline news spoke words like dissed white boys became niggaz black boys like n.w.a., dr. dre, snoop dogg, the notorious b.i.g., 50 cent began to justify the use of hateful language, claiming they were changing definitions, making them respectful
yes, my ears were tweaked scratching albums grated my nerves the thought occurred, “what a waste of good albums”
i was at the birth of fubu, phat pharm, sean john, g-unit, vocal, and ecko i watched puff daddy change to diddy and puffy to p ludacris sell 50,000 cds from the trunk of his car and jay z become part owner of the new jersey nets finding and following the entrepreneurial footprints forged by russell simmons as he plotted a map and laid tracks for a subway system destined to thrive
i watched fame and time take its toll on biggie and tupac and idol worship become a way to declare the least of us worthy and the best of us questionable i watched east coast west coast become more than a state of mind and watched brothers hate brothers because history’s lessons of divide and rule weren’t learned and radio stations wouldn’t play the truth
i’ve watched michael franti get less airtime than lil wayne, just like scott-heron got less airtime than superfly i’ve watched rappers call queens of their families by their genitalia mothers, sisters, daughters, and nieces called bitches and hoes, until they had daughters of their own
i’ve watched so-called poets spit lame game on the back of wordsmiths like scott-heron and the last poets without giving props until more politically and socially conscious rappers and singers, sisters and brothers like rakim, erykah badu, krs-1, nas, mos def, de la soul, india arie, and arrested development realized history and self-esteem weren’t being recognized, and game without history ain’t game it’s a mis-read, a nuclear bomb targeting those most deceived
i’ve kept up with definitions as they evolved and got to know emcees like melle mel, kurtis blow, 2pac, jay z, big daddy kane, eminem, common, lyte, latifah, and lauryn hill
there were times i tuned out lyrics ’cause they were disrespectful of the rights we fought and died for contemptuous of our queen and queen mothers disavowing the love we learned to give ourselves as we went from negroes, to black to african-hyphenated, hyphenated back to black, and then part this, part that but never tuning out the development of the culture, ’cause i didn’t die when i turned fifty-five
i am hip hop, as i am the blues, jazz, gospel, r&b, country, music, and life i wasn’t born when bechet blew summertime and monk didn’t visit me when I was a child they didn’t turn on my table or know they’d play on my pod but today they are as much a part of my soul as stevie, aretha, marvin, nina, and teddy
i’ve listened to new school disciples declare old school dead without knowing what school is because they refuse to go and when they do they don’t pay attention or practice the business of learning i know chris brown’s tears don’t wash away the bludgeoning he gave sister rihanna and the example he set for the next generation
i’ve watched the old and new regimes janelle monae, young money, monica, songz, drake, ne-yo, usher, musiq soulchild, legend, and keys a softer side of hip hop, light a tunnel new music, beats, lyrics, and soundz and know hip hop doesn’t have an age any more than jazz, blues, r&b, gospel, or me